I am in a wierd funk and I can not get out.
Somehow I have gotten into a routine of going to bed...LATE(or early?) and waking up late. It is getting rediculous. I have no idea how it happened really. I was going to bed at a normal hour and waking up at a late, but acceptable time of 9:30. Suddenly I find myself going to bed at 4 am and waking at 12. What is this?!
Add to the funk, my total lack of motivation. It is beinging to feel like a chore just to get up and move areound for the day. I also have a messed up eating schedule. All through the day I am not hungry. I eat because I know I have to. Salads with raisans and almonds (yuuum), Homemade vinegarettes, fruit, reaaaaallll food. Come midnight and my stomach growls as if I have been starving myself. I just do not get it.
The other day I got this craving for a hambuger. I ran to the store, got some fixin's for a good burger, cooked it, set it up.....annnd... By the time I actually got said buger into my mouth, I no longer wanted it. To my great disappointment, I had spent time and energy on something and had already changed my mind.
Maybe I am going slowly insane? Who knows.
In an effort to be a girl, I did my hair and makeup today. By did my hair, I mean I ran some balm into my streess free locks. Curly hair is AWESOME. Add to that my new summer goddess makeup. The bronzer makes my skin crave sunlight. However, the outdoors is NOT workiing with me. Gloomy rainy cloudy days, and sunny windy cold days. It is literally impossible to enjoy a decent day outside.
I am listening to the madonna week of Glee. Yes, I am a HUGE Gleek.Loves it. I am a little stress that their is already of a Volume 3 already. The cd's will put my in the poor house haha. I kid.
Off to run a MILLION errands. Okay, 5, but they will take at least the next....4 hours. SIGH
Read more...
