Dancing Queen

I have always been a wierd sleeper.

As a child I could sleep anywhere anytime if I was tired. Regardless of the tempeture, cushioning and sounds around me. A specific example of this being about 9 yrs old at my dad's friend's house while they watched a big pay per view boxing match. I feel asleep infront of a big screen tv, surround sound and about 15 yelling men. Did not even phase me.

As I got a little older sleeping became harder. I would lay around for hours not sleeping but once I hit tht sleep mode nothing could wake me up. 15 years old, mini tornado tour of the steeple of a church less than 1 mile from my home. My parents actually packed up and moved into the basement and left me because I would not wake up.

Now, I hardly sleep. There are nights I don't even start to feel tired until 4 or 5 in the morning. my doctor tried sleep tests and sleeping pills. He recvently convinced me that I should take the sample he had with 2 in it.

I took one tonight and i feel like I am losing it. my concentration is out the door. But I am still not tired. juist extremely wierd. It is hard to explain except it feels like all the cellls in my body are dancing , while myself as a whole is swimming throuigh thickened air.

I think i wont take these again. good night.