A little bit of a lot of nothings...

It's been a pretty uneventful day.To be honest, it feels like the day will never end. Around 1pm i began to feel like it was really suposed to be 4pm and i should be considering ideas for dinner and not lunch.

Dinner ideas are scarce right now. I got off track with my weekly meal planning. This would be along with my off the track shopping schedule. Gone are the days when i went to the store on a regular day, gone are the days when i shopped with my handy dandy meal plan. Is it wierd that this loss of organization is making me stress often?

Pop doesn't seem to get that we can not live off of tv dinners and bread. I need meat, i need veggies, i need fruit! What i NEED is a cook and a maid. ha ha ha!

It has to be said, that while mom was sick i shouldered most of the household duties. In the time i was out of the house between then and now, this house has gotten out of control. Aside from basic sweeping, dusting, and mopping, I can not seem to get into it anymore. I look at a room my father has... shall we say...inhabited. Piles of papers, empty cups, dirty dishes, used K-cups.(Mere HOURS after I tackled it!) It gives me hives just trying to decide where to START in the cleaning process. (again)

I also must confess while i love to cook, i dislike the idea that its EXPECTED. Its gotten to the point: Jessica doesn't cook, we dont eat.Beyond that, i began making a meatloaf today, halfway into mixing my meat, he comes in and declares he wants leftovers tonight and tomorrow he'll be out for dinner with friends. So now i have said meatloaf wrapped up, maybe i'll be spiteful and make it for myself tomorrow... I do make a mean meatloaf.

Anywhoo, aside from the cleaning and cooking monsters lurking in the shadows, I have applied to some schools to further my education, and I have applied for a few jobs. YAY. fingers crossed!


Happy Tuesday blog world. blog on.